Assalammualaikum. Maaaaaaaaaan,on what date hah? i dun remmber lol . okeyy, he admit that he liked me lol i was too shocked that time. i dun expected that he'll reveal his secret. And now i know everythings. God,what shud i do? i dunno . I liked him. He liked me. Am we supposed to be a couple like the others? hm i dun think so.
Why? hahahhhaha. Simple. My good friend likes him so much. She just hide her feelings towards him. For sake of my friendship and her. I let you him go. Im wondering,if we couple. She probably feel too sad. And mybe hate me? Well,we dunno rite? . hm when he told me that he liked me. I felt so afraid. He just scared me. Deym I dunno why im being like that :< . Maybe it was my first time faced this situation? hahahahaha.
im just too scared. i liked him. But I feel so afraid if I couple with him. im afraid that maybe we'll not be like others couple. Sweet couple. Cute couple etc etc. :/? im too afraaaaaaaaaaaaaid. deymit.
i asked topup adn your shirt . And topup you said later and bla bla bla. But the shirt you said tomorrow. And when tomorrow i asked you. Tomorrow,promised. And another tomorrow im waiting like stupid girl. if you dun wanna give me,just told me. No need to afraid of me. Im a human like you too. Bear in your mind please.
She missed you too much. Please. Im hurted. im hurted when i can see you and her walking together to lab. or anywhere. Why? I hate this feeling. Pleaseeeee,go away. Its like hurting me more and more. :/ .Enough please. I can't stand it more.
Dude,i need you nowwwwwww. Arghhh why this thing must happened on me? Whyyyyyy? tell me. :/ . I don't want. Please,cool me down. Hm thanks :)) Finally,my friend can cool me down . Alhamdulillah xD .
'Jangan benci seseorang,kelak rindu bertandang' Im totally agree with thiiiiiiiis. And now i miss your texts. When i sent you message,you're not reply. I feel like im dumb girl. But sokeylah,keep doing that :) Because of that,i can hate you more and more. Seriously,thats only de way i can forget you.
When I got back from tuition,i checked my handphone. There's 3 messages. It was from 22122(maybe) ,Afiq and you. YOU! I feel so happy. :) . And we texted bla bla bla. I wanna asked bout the shirt. But,what can i do? Im just your friend. Hm i wanna ur shirt pleaaaaaaase. Maybe that can be ur gifted to me aldough im the one who's asking for that shirt :p .
But i asked Dayah to ask you the shirt. Just to be sweet moment to her to remember you. But if you give her that shirt. I 'll hate you. Seriously. Don't dare me. I created the game. So i must finished it. So,now im just waiting for her to ask ur shirt. Just give it to her. So that she can wear that shirt everydayy. She can show everyone that she's wearing yours. Okayyy enough.
I just can't delete you from my life. Im wondering whyyy? Whyyyy? Please. I really need your shirt. So that I can keep it as a memory between us. Pleaseeeeeeeee. i hope you remember that you've to give me ur shirt. But its okey if you wanna give your shirt to her. Its okay its okay. Idc idc idc idc idc :c .
Ya Allah.. Why im being like dumb girl? Whyyy? is this test from you Ya Allah? :c . Why i've to meet you? Whyyyyyyyyyyy? deymit. Why I can't be like a girl that don't have feeling to boys ? hahahahhaha funny. i just hope i can forget him. But, i love him. hmm im stucked.
If you wanna couple with her,just go on. Don't think twice bout my feeling. To me you're nothing (.__.)
(Im lying) . Arghh im tired thinking of this things.It messed up my mind. lol. gtg. Salam.
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